As I sit here on the Friday before Christmas I am awaiting big news that cannot come soon enough for me. You see I have had Colon Polyps in the past and some were just shy of full blown Type A Cancer. And on this past Wednesday I went to the Ann Arbor VAMC and was given an Upper/Lower Endoscopy where they took no less than 13 Biopsies from my Stomach & my Colon.
And now I sit here with no real information days before Christmas knowing that I will at some point be told at the very least I likely need surgery on my stomach for a hole that appears to be causing issues. And I know they will want to redo my fundoplication (I'm sure I misspelled that word) for my severe acid reflux.
I would rather spend Christmas with knowledge of what's to come than sit here with nothing and no real opportunity before the holiday to be sure of what they want to do to/for me. My Bipolar is on overdrive as I struggle to not worry myself to death over this thing that happened just days before Christmas.
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