Honestly I haven't had much to say or express so I have not been writing obviously despite my belief that someone might actually care what I say. I know there is younger suicide survivors who might be in need of positive support and when I'm not in that mood I just can't. When I am not writing it is best to think that despite being a Suicide attempt survivor I am out enjoying my life, because that is what I am likely doing.
I have bought a different Motorcycle/Scooter earlier this year and since I have gotten my motorcycle operator permit for my state and have been able to ride. I have to say it's not for everyone but for me I get off that bike and my head feels so clear and quiet if only for a few hours...it's like being a Bipolar Heaven...
If you are struggling, keep in mind at your age that there is someone out there that managed to live as long as I have with thoughts of suicide riding my back too. I am turning 49 this summer so if you think in your twenties you can't make it through the tough times of the dark thoughts, think again.
Keep your head up, your ability to fight through it shows you have inner strength you may not even be aware of. A mistake is not the end of the world for you it is merely a mistake no matter how hard it feels like a reason to attempt again.
