If I am not safe at a period of time I am susceptible to such messages that can either wind me up or break me down. I have given my everything to those I have loved, been friends with or was related to. What I got in return has left me weakened, worn out and destined to be destroyed by my own mind if I can't fend it off.
Take for instance I watched a movie where the main character was clearly at the end of his mission and wanted to move on. I get the message but I can't do what it is telling me, no matter how hard I try. I push forward and hope that my mind won't drive me into the abyss leaving me hollow, empty and more willing to cause myself harm in some way...
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